* Day 29 — The person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to

I guess I'm not the only person in the world that's not that close to her/his mom :) ..

It's just so hard to open up with my mama coz growing up we aren't that close. I envy those mother and daughter tandems who laughs and share their moments together but not the "envy negative" just a happy envying person or is it? and is their really a word like that? hmm O.o 

I grew up independently. I do stuffs on my own. Decide want I want to do without consulting anyone's decision. I joined contests and non-academic stuffs without any of my family's support. It's just that I don't want them to hassle with my own problems.

But it's hard not letting anyone see the real you especially when it's all starting to pile loads of workds and then sometimes I just see myself crying under my coat and hugging my own self :)

worse is i can't even tell it to my friends coz i just don't want them to meddle with my problems since they had their own problems already.